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Trying not to die, Even though I want to commit suicide. Trying not to die, Even if my heart does not lie. Trying not to die, Though, my mind wants to die. My broken heart, My shattered soul. When will I wake up? No one will know. I grab the dagger, And pierce through my chest. I lay on the ground, Finally at rest.

Trying not to die, Even though I want to commit suicide. Trying not to die, Even if my heart does not lie. Trying not to die, Though, my mind wants to die. My broken heart, My shattered soul. When will I wake up? No one will know. I grab the dagger, And pierce through my chest. I lay on the ground, Finally at rest.

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